Cool~ Successfully went for the training. Still a bit shy at making friends... But not bad, since i initiated talking to 3 persons attending the same training as me. Hehe!^^ Met the agent who's been calling me lotsa times for job offers... Though her looks isn't what i made out from the voice i heard over the phone, but still she's not bad looking either... Looks like a teacher. Actually this afternoon was quite rush for me as i realized i don't have a proper pants and shirt... In the end, i wore a 'kiddish' pants which i wore when i was working at Robinsons then. Haha... no choice. Shirt wise, still ok since i have a few which are slightly big for me. Or perhaps i shrinked?! haha! So due to that, i was slightly late -- by a few minutes... Phew~ Anyway, next monday is the starting date of our assignment. However, there's no need for me to go as i'm on off!! Haha... First day get off already... What the... haha!
Just now argued with my dad for me getting car license... He keeps asking me to get a license when i'm young. But i understand our family situation, i'm now having some financial difficulties already. How can i have to mood to go learn driving?! And i don't like to borrow money from people, plus i never would want my dad to go borrow money from people just for me to learn driving... So, kind of argued with him... But i don't like to argue with him also... so after i stated that i've my own plan, i'll just keep quiet... You know, what's the point of arguing? I'm okay, but i don't like my dad to feel that i like to talk back to him... So i always state my point then remain silence throughout... And it always works... haha! Soon after that, he began his own past stories~~ He talks about how young he started driving, how young he drove a lorry... Then he also talks about how naughty and playful he was... jumping into sea, hitting other neighbours' chicken, and different sorts of daring stuffs...
Sigh~ I thought when i was young, played monkey stuffs with my ah jie(elder sis) such as wrestling, zero point, somersaults, and all that were already colourful and interesting liao. Then now i realized, my dad's time was even interesting. Got to ride bicycle young, swim when he's young, drive when he's young... Sigh~ me? Bad at cycling, because seldom cycle... and now? Too expensive to rent and ride at parks... unless Pulau Ubin which is far. Bad at swimming as well... not exactly--- is can't swim! Terrible. These two skills are my regrets which i never get to master when young. Cycling should be consider ok since i even rid a motorbike during army. Swimming~ sigh~ still can't master and don't really feel like mastering... haha. I really like the water but i can't master the breathing technique when in water. Perhaps my usual breathing is already abnormal, so now in water, there's a need to breath regularly, i can't do it. Useless!
After hearing stories from my dad, i feel like my life has been dull till now... not much happening... not interesting parts... It's just like --- no life. How i really wish i can do something special? Something really got a impact on my life? Or something that may even change my life...? But now, in this world, no money can't do much things... And there's too many restrictions. 怎么样才算‘轰轰烈烈’？
Is my life gonna be colorless forever? How is it gonna be colorful? who's gonna add colors to my life? I don't know...
