今天心情特別坏。家裏發生了一點事，但我卻不知道該如何幫忙。感覺糟透了~ X( 前因後果全是爲了‘錢’這討人厭的東西。我不想再多說什麽，但這東西絕對是現在無法解決得了的東西。我的家能否吉人天相，就得看我們自己的造化了。。。還有好多好多的說不完，也有太多太多的想不完，我都不會寫在這裡。
今天我只是去了一趟Compass Point，卻讓我看到了兩個不要命的人。去的途中，看見了一位推招嬰兒車的婆婆，帶招小孩過馬路。不過，我發現，紅綠燈已轉爲紅燈，她仍然加快腳步闖馬路。闖馬路的儅而，完全沒有望望是否有車子停下，還因如此而差點在過斑馬綫時，遇到意外。這不禁讓我想到我當年的阿嫲，也是如此帶我過馬路。。。回家途中，一輛摩托車既然在我眼前逆道而行，慶幸當時正處於紅燈狀態，迎面而來的車輛都是停招的，左右方的車輛也並不多，要不這魯莽舉動肯定造成另一起交通事故。。。我說啊，人生短短幾十年，就爲了這幾秒的貪念，或爲了這幾秒的刺激而斷送生命，實在是不值得啊~！當然，人生畢竟要有一些刺激，要不實在是枯燥乏味，但尋刺激的儅兒還是要想想自己周圍關心你的人哦！
好煩啊！我本身是樂天派的，但是儅身邊有人不愉快，我無法快活起來！大家一定要快樂哦！考試快到了，希望結束之後能夠馬上找到工作~
人生有種種的不如意，有許許多多的挫折，以及不滿意。但是生命可貴，生命短暫，不要一時走到灰暗地帶，就認爲自己沒什麽好等待。繼續衝刺，不要放棄，相信自己，勇往直前。
“你是最好的你知道嗎？” --- “噢，是嗎... ...”。
Self-Doubt is Necessary. Self-Belief is a Necessity...
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
Movies Weekends~
Woo~ Shiok. Last weekend was longer due to Good Friday. I watched damn lotsa movies. Some were in my 'Want to watch' list, while the others were just 'Why not watch?'. Haha. All of the movies I've watched are recorded in my Flixster already. Casual reviews were given as well. In fact, I was quite happy to watch them all, as none really disappoint me. Only probably Water Horse with slightly disappointment, as I would prefer more actions and maybe a slightly older main character. The others like, Taiyou no Uta, Shinobi, Casshern, 1 Litre of Tears, Hero,... Wow, really great shows. With Taiyou no Uta and 1 Litre of Tears that can make you cry, then Shinobi and Casshern with excellent actions and amazing CGs... And Hero with heart-warming plot and humorous characters... Wow, they filled my weekend with tears, amusement and joy~ ^^
Haha, finally get to watch 1 Litre of Tears' movie version. It wasn't as great as its drama as it missed out on a lot more touching scenes, mainly the relationships with her family members such as her siblings. In the movie, her siblings were so caring and understanding... Ya, but for movie the time is very limited. So some parts have to be sacrificed. But nonetheless, the movie is complete, with those important elements still intact. Taiyou no Uta (Song of the Sun), is another touching story with a different type of disease. It isn't as horrible as the one in 1 Litre of Tears, but still, is another weird and incurable disease. With that disease, the patient cannot be exposed to sunlight... The movie version has Yui as the main character. YUI~ Haha, currently one of my favourite J-pop artists. With 'Goodbye Days' playing now and then in the film, it does makes the story filled with more sad atmosphere~ Yui is so cute when the male actor pinches her cheeks~ Haha. But sadly she looks quite pale in the movie as she's supposed to act as a ill person...
It was raining heavily when I was on my way back. There's only 1 shelter available for me to cross over to my block in the hall. However, I saw some people standing at the pathway right at the other end of the shelter. Woo~ to my surprise, there were a reporter, a cameraman, and another i-don't-know-who. CNA's van was around as well. O.o Fear of being interviewed for the triple room issues, I decided to make a detour and flank to my room. The only way was to run in the rain. -_- Sigh~ ya, these triple room thingy is really getting big these few days. I even received e-mails to wear black t-shirts on Wednesday to protest against triple room. Haha. Is this some kind of demostration? Haha, what the... -_-p However, the protest is over as the triple room idea is cancelled! Hurray~ Haha, hm... but I'm not really sure if I can get to stay in hostel the next semester. I don't have enough points and I don't really participate in much activities they organized. Sigh~
Came back only today as this week is the E-learning week~ Monday morning has 2 lectures and so I could afford to come back in the afternoon. Cool. Anyway, had some fun watching movies over the weekend and never do much homework... Now must chiong again, lab report by Thursday but I haven't started yet! >.< 往け~ 勉強します!
Haha, finally get to watch 1 Litre of Tears' movie version. It wasn't as great as its drama as it missed out on a lot more touching scenes, mainly the relationships with her family members such as her siblings. In the movie, her siblings were so caring and understanding... Ya, but for movie the time is very limited. So some parts have to be sacrificed. But nonetheless, the movie is complete, with those important elements still intact. Taiyou no Uta (Song of the Sun), is another touching story with a different type of disease. It isn't as horrible as the one in 1 Litre of Tears, but still, is another weird and incurable disease. With that disease, the patient cannot be exposed to sunlight... The movie version has Yui as the main character. YUI~ Haha, currently one of my favourite J-pop artists. With 'Goodbye Days' playing now and then in the film, it does makes the story filled with more sad atmosphere~ Yui is so cute when the male actor pinches her cheeks~ Haha. But sadly she looks quite pale in the movie as she's supposed to act as a ill person...
It was raining heavily when I was on my way back. There's only 1 shelter available for me to cross over to my block in the hall. However, I saw some people standing at the pathway right at the other end of the shelter. Woo~ to my surprise, there were a reporter, a cameraman, and another i-don't-know-who. CNA's van was around as well. O.o Fear of being interviewed for the triple room issues, I decided to make a detour and flank to my room. The only way was to run in the rain. -_- Sigh~ ya, these triple room thingy is really getting big these few days. I even received e-mails to wear black t-shirts on Wednesday to protest against triple room. Haha. Is this some kind of demostration? Haha, what the... -_-p However, the protest is over as the triple room idea is cancelled! Hurray~ Haha, hm... but I'm not really sure if I can get to stay in hostel the next semester. I don't have enough points and I don't really participate in much activities they organized. Sigh~
Came back only today as this week is the E-learning week~ Monday morning has 2 lectures and so I could afford to come back in the afternoon. Cool. Anyway, had some fun watching movies over the weekend and never do much homework... Now must chiong again, lab report by Thursday but I haven't started yet! >.< 往け~ 勉強します!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
My Arts Mid-Term Project
Ok, another week goes by~ Closer to exams! Omg~ Ok, here goes my Digital Painting Techniques first project. I'm supposed to use some of the photos provided by my Prof. Of course, if you had better images to use, then it's alright to add them in. For me, of course, I'd just use the photos provided lo~ Why trouble myself more?~ Haha (Lazy Guan!) The theme is Ruin. Which is, I need to manipulate the photo of a building, and with some other photos for surrounding, to create a ruin...
This is the building which I'm going to use for my project.
I used the ground of this photo for the texture on the building to create a rough feeling.
This is used for the main surrounding. I'm gonna 'build' the building inside of a jungle and ruin it. Haha~
The grass patch is used for the foreground's ground. Hehe.
This tree is also 'planted' on the foreground so create more overlapping effect, and not to make my image too flat and boring. -_-'''
And there you go~ My completed ruin. The sky's source i forgot is which one already. So not posting it. Just a simple sky. The foreground is sort of like a cliff, and the jungle is below in case it's not so clear and lead to people questioning my logic. Haha~ xD So how's it? Can pass? I hope so lo~ I didn't S/U this subject leh, so cannot get too poor for the result man.
Friday went to the Singapore National Museum to draw the Greek sculptures. Amazing~ Their works are really impressive~ And under the spotlights, all the sculptures with shades of shadow really showed how detailed the sculptors carved out the figures. I wonder if their gods are real or just a myth? Just seemed so real... At the end, i chose Aphrodite (a.k.a. Venus) to draw~ She looks really like a goddess, holding an apple, the Judgement of Paris, and standing right in the center of the exhibition section. Too bad, i didn't have a camera, so didn't took any picture. My drawing really cannot make it la. This is the first time I'm drawing a nude human figure, and right in front of so many people haha, feeling a little embarrassing at first, but soon got used to it. I'm a part-time Arts student ok? Hehe.
Done with the first project, and the second project will be based on this. So fast starting second project liao omg~
Fitness level dropped by alot. 2 weeks no soccer already~ > <' Cannot man~ IPPT coming!
Opps, it's already 8pm when I finished my blog. Gotta have dinner and go back hostel.
This is the building which I'm going to use for my project.
I used the ground of this photo for the texture on the building to create a rough feeling.
This is used for the main surrounding. I'm gonna 'build' the building inside of a jungle and ruin it. Haha~
The grass patch is used for the foreground's ground. Hehe.
This tree is also 'planted' on the foreground so create more overlapping effect, and not to make my image too flat and boring. -_-'''
And there you go~ My completed ruin. The sky's source i forgot is which one already. So not posting it. Just a simple sky. The foreground is sort of like a cliff, and the jungle is below in case it's not so clear and lead to people questioning my logic. Haha~ xD So how's it? Can pass? I hope so lo~ I didn't S/U this subject leh, so cannot get too poor for the result man.
Friday went to the Singapore National Museum to draw the Greek sculptures. Amazing~ Their works are really impressive~ And under the spotlights, all the sculptures with shades of shadow really showed how detailed the sculptors carved out the figures. I wonder if their gods are real or just a myth? Just seemed so real... At the end, i chose Aphrodite (a.k.a. Venus) to draw~ She looks really like a goddess, holding an apple, the Judgement of Paris, and standing right in the center of the exhibition section. Too bad, i didn't have a camera, so didn't took any picture. My drawing really cannot make it la. This is the first time I'm drawing a nude human figure, and right in front of so many people haha, feeling a little embarrassing at first, but soon got used to it. I'm a part-time Arts student ok? Hehe.
Done with the first project, and the second project will be based on this. So fast starting second project liao omg~
Fitness level dropped by alot. 2 weeks no soccer already~ > <' Cannot man~ IPPT coming!
Opps, it's already 8pm when I finished my blog. Gotta have dinner and go back hostel.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Another Unproductive Week
Woo~ what a weekend... It's not happening at all, but I actually unable to curb my desires for games! >< I played FM, watched 2 movies (at home) instead of bury my head and do my work... -___- If I really score bad again, or even fail, I really deserve no sympathy. Why must we work so hard, so much so that we had to give up our leisure and entertainment? Can't we do both? Perhaps it's only me... I'm a really low IQ person with inability to do 2 things at a time. Haha, that's not being pessimistic but I'm just stating the fact. Of course, I always tell myself, to enjoy now while I still can... Who knows I may be still here breathing the next moment? It's really a selfish and irresponsible thought. I seriously should change my mindset on this...
Well, on Friday, I rented the Wacom tablet from my school to go back home and do my Arts project. It's due on this coming Thursday. I also thought of coming up with a comic strip about myself just like what some cool bloggers did on their blogs. However, with an idea but no skill on drawing... I simply just couldn't express my ideas on a piece of digital canvas properly --- My drawing sucks. How they draw so smoothly in the first place? My edges were like so edgy. Did they draw on a piece of paper before they scan and edit them digitally? Hm... Wondering... The tablet was so cool, that I got the sudden urge to buy it... It's $300++ as stated overseas. But, it'll have to wait as I've more things already on my list~
One of the days last week, went to school and felt like having a fulfilling breakfast from MacDonalds since they recently giving out promotion coupons... However, when I showed the coupons to the cashier, she took it and had to ask the manager or supervisor for eligibility. Then the manager came and took me it's not valid for NTU... -___-''' So malu~ First thing in the morning kanna paiseh by myself haha~ I never read the little texts printed below~ All along I thought all MacDonalds are the same~ Now then I know that my school's Mac is already cheaper to outside's already. Haha... I think those standing behind me and the cashier must have thought, this guy, me <----pointing to myself, so cheapskate, campus Mac so cheap liao still wanna use coupon... Hehe... *Blushing* Seriously I really didn't know then... Haha. Reputation--; decremented. xD
Man Utd lost to Portsmouth in FA cup... Damn~~! >< Home ground, so much possession, can't score and can't defend properly also. All I can say is luck really does play a significant portion... Even the commentators thought Man Utd was going to win... never expect a red card, penalty, Rio Ferdinand the goalkeeper, and lost... A Dramatic... Defeat.
Just now came back, during the trip in MRT, there's this Indian talking on the phone. He was speaking so loudly, that I wondered he could be or was a parade commander... -_-''' But couldn't understand what he was saying... So, kind of filled my journey back with annoyance. I just wanted a peaceful trip...
Opps, haven't study for my Psychology quiz and prepare 2 lab tests~ Man, time to surrender myself back to the prison of study... いきます!
Well, on Friday, I rented the Wacom tablet from my school to go back home and do my Arts project. It's due on this coming Thursday. I also thought of coming up with a comic strip about myself just like what some cool bloggers did on their blogs. However, with an idea but no skill on drawing... I simply just couldn't express my ideas on a piece of digital canvas properly --- My drawing sucks. How they draw so smoothly in the first place? My edges were like so edgy. Did they draw on a piece of paper before they scan and edit them digitally? Hm... Wondering... The tablet was so cool, that I got the sudden urge to buy it... It's $300++ as stated overseas. But, it'll have to wait as I've more things already on my list~
One of the days last week, went to school and felt like having a fulfilling breakfast from MacDonalds since they recently giving out promotion coupons... However, when I showed the coupons to the cashier, she took it and had to ask the manager or supervisor for eligibility. Then the manager came and took me it's not valid for NTU... -___-''' So malu~ First thing in the morning kanna paiseh by myself haha~ I never read the little texts printed below~ All along I thought all MacDonalds are the same~ Now then I know that my school's Mac is already cheaper to outside's already. Haha... I think those standing behind me and the cashier must have thought, this guy, me <----pointing to myself, so cheapskate, campus Mac so cheap liao still wanna use coupon... Hehe... *Blushing* Seriously I really didn't know then... Haha. Reputation--; decremented. xD
Man Utd lost to Portsmouth in FA cup... Damn~~! >< Home ground, so much possession, can't score and can't defend properly also. All I can say is luck really does play a significant portion... Even the commentators thought Man Utd was going to win... never expect a red card, penalty, Rio Ferdinand the goalkeeper, and lost... A Dramatic... Defeat.
Just now came back, during the trip in MRT, there's this Indian talking on the phone. He was speaking so loudly, that I wondered he could be or was a parade commander... -_-''' But couldn't understand what he was saying... So, kind of filled my journey back with annoyance. I just wanted a peaceful trip...
Opps, haven't study for my Psychology quiz and prepare 2 lab tests~ Man, time to surrender myself back to the prison of study... いきます!
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Busy, busy, I'm SO BUSY~
*Puff*>.<' It's been a while since i last blogged isn't it? Ya, past week was so busy dealing with my Java report~
Came back to hostel on last Wednesday and started doing my Java report. Luckily, one of my friends was back at hall also, so i went to his room for 2 night for help~ Since then, I've been working on the report until today~ Totally neglected my other subjects~ I slept at around 4-5am for that few days, went back home on Friday and continued doing it. I totally never sleep on Saturday and next morning I had to force myself to meet friends for soccer with backaching already. After soccer, I came back my hall, fell into unconsious mode until night 9+. Canteen was closed, and feeling super hungry, I boarded bus out to Jurong Point to buy KFC for dinner cum supper~ After sleeping through that afternoon, I had enough energy to continue working on my report again... There's just too much and complicated things to do~ Haha. And finally, I completed it(hope it's really completed) and handed it up. Totally wasted lotsa my time!
Yesterday went for my Digital Painting class, and I got a "I'm very disappointed" from my prof. I never even touch my project during the recess week~ And my work looks pretty sloppy, fluffy and disorganised~ Argh~ Java!! = =' And what's worst is that the project needs to be handed up next week! Oh my~ Maths test on this coming Friday, haven't even touch or revise it for ages. Psychology quiz next Thursday. Logic Design lab test next Thursday as well. Want to kill me is it?! That's the challenges I'm currently facing and expecting to face in the very near future...
Recently spotted lotsa people playing with Rubik's cube on buses, trains and other different places. Hm... haha, I used to play it during my Secondary period and I collected lotsa small Rubik's cube keychains~ Lost the manual my cousin gave to me~ Forgot how to do already! Brought one back hall to play, looked up google for solutions, still can't solve it~ WTH~ Haha...-_-'''
Yesterday one of my friend showed me a few people's blog~ They're from Taiwan and they can draw pretty well~ I like them~ They drew about things happening around them, and about they daily life in a very comical way~ I like the style man! Cool! If only I can draw like them~ Haha. Hm... Feel like trying~ But no time = =. See first, if I have time maybe I'll try. Hehe. 不自量力~ Haha!
Recently, my ah Meh also introduced me to a online multiplayer games site. It's viwawa.com and there's not much games inside, but the mahjong itself is enough already. This is the first time I played a mahjong online game that can draw flowers~ So cool. Haha. Those who lazy to gather at one friend's place can play there~ Cool, can just create a room and play~ Fun! Haha. Seems like the site is created by Singaporean since the played Singaporean Style Mahjong~ Haha. Still got Singaporean style, so funny~ xD
Ok, that's about it~ Back to work! ><'
ぼくのだいがくのせんこうはとてもたいへんですね。
Came back to hostel on last Wednesday and started doing my Java report. Luckily, one of my friends was back at hall also, so i went to his room for 2 night for help~ Since then, I've been working on the report until today~ Totally neglected my other subjects~ I slept at around 4-5am for that few days, went back home on Friday and continued doing it. I totally never sleep on Saturday and next morning I had to force myself to meet friends for soccer with backaching already. After soccer, I came back my hall, fell into unconsious mode until night 9+. Canteen was closed, and feeling super hungry, I boarded bus out to Jurong Point to buy KFC for dinner cum supper~ After sleeping through that afternoon, I had enough energy to continue working on my report again... There's just too much and complicated things to do~ Haha. And finally, I completed it(hope it's really completed) and handed it up. Totally wasted lotsa my time!
Yesterday went for my Digital Painting class, and I got a "I'm very disappointed" from my prof. I never even touch my project during the recess week~ And my work looks pretty sloppy, fluffy and disorganised~ Argh~ Java!! = =' And what's worst is that the project needs to be handed up next week! Oh my~ Maths test on this coming Friday, haven't even touch or revise it for ages. Psychology quiz next Thursday. Logic Design lab test next Thursday as well. Want to kill me is it?! That's the challenges I'm currently facing and expecting to face in the very near future...
Recently spotted lotsa people playing with Rubik's cube on buses, trains and other different places. Hm... haha, I used to play it during my Secondary period and I collected lotsa small Rubik's cube keychains~ Lost the manual my cousin gave to me~ Forgot how to do already! Brought one back hall to play, looked up google for solutions, still can't solve it~ WTH~ Haha...-_-'''
Yesterday one of my friend showed me a few people's blog~ They're from Taiwan and they can draw pretty well~ I like them~ They drew about things happening around them, and about they daily life in a very comical way~ I like the style man! Cool! If only I can draw like them~ Haha. Hm... Feel like trying~ But no time = =. See first, if I have time maybe I'll try. Hehe. 不自量力~ Haha!
Recently, my ah Meh also introduced me to a online multiplayer games site. It's viwawa.com and there's not much games inside, but the mahjong itself is enough already. This is the first time I played a mahjong online game that can draw flowers~ So cool. Haha. Those who lazy to gather at one friend's place can play there~ Cool, can just create a room and play~ Fun! Haha. Seems like the site is created by Singaporean since the played Singaporean Style Mahjong~ Haha. Still got Singaporean style, so funny~ xD
Ok, that's about it~ Back to work! ><'
ぼくのだいがくのせんこうはとてもたいへんですね。
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