Sigh... There it goes, the Comex 2007... Haha~ went on Saturday but didn't buy anything. Got quite a few brochures for laptops... But inside me i'm pretty clear... Should be taking for fun only la... Haha. Really no money, and it's really very difficult to force money out if you don't have money. Perhaps you may think i'm a proud and egoistic person. However, i just don't like to borrow money or anything from people.
Asked my Mum whether i can buy or whether we have any money to buy. She will say 'no money' and say if strike 4D then buy~ haha... I wonder when would it be? My Ah Jeh, from the start is quite unsupportive towards me for buying laptop. She thinks it's isn't really necessary. I'm also being blamed for not saving enough myself to buy it... Haha... Ya, perhaps, truely i didn't expect NTU rely so much on network. Anyway recently she became rather supportive and offers to help me borrow from my cousin and even willing to buy one for me herself... Thanks! But nevermind la. I think right now with the lousy laptop still can tahan... Lag, let it lag lo~ Waste alittle bit of time waiting is alright ba i guess... Though it can be frustrating at times, it's just something i can take. Of course, lagging is frustrating. But if i get a better and faster one, maybe i can do more things like watching videos, playing music (the laptop that i'm using now is soundless!) at least can keep me entertain at times. Haha... The reason i don't want to borrow from our cousin is because this current laptop is actually his. He generously lent (though until now i think is 'given' to us already.) us when our old desktop PC down... Then got one occasion, a little girl, which is my neighbour, came to our house to play and accidentally dropped the whole laptop to the floor. Now there's a few cracks on this laptop and i'm so ashamed to tell my cousin about this. It's my fault for not taking good care of his laptop. Besides, if our desktop didn't spoilt, maybe he could have sold it in good condition~ Haha... Then now still want to borrow money from him or his family? Er... no thanks. I really owed them too much.
Nevermind, we'll wait till the next IT show then see again... Though i don't think i'll get any job right now... Just hope i can tio TOTO? Haha! 我要忍下去! !
