Wow... It has been 1 day since i took over my 'A'Level results from my form teacher's hand... I managed to do quite unexpectedly well, for my case. Except for my GP, which had improved, but not enough...
That day, i meet my friends(Kay Jiunn, Chris, Yisheng, Wen Hao, and Marco) first before we went to accept our fate...haha Or was my fate...? I was kind of worried. A call from my Dad, reminding me to take my results, made me even more worried. Even though i've prepared for the worst, i still can't stop my heart from beating fast when i'm in school. Seeing those faces whom have taught me, battled the A with me, guided me with their valuable experiences, I was very grateful but also worried that i did not do well enough.... I didn't actually dare to talk much to them, or even look at them at first... At around 2.30pm, we had some briefing from Mr Lim, and Principal, Mrs Ng. I wasn't paying much attention to them at all. I was quietly praying.... praying that i can have at least some acceptable results... Then, finally, after the briefing, it was time to take our results... We lined up and slowly one bye one, we took our results... Most of the guys lined in front, seeing them so confident, so eager to take back their results, I was worried myself... What if i didn't do well? What if Mr David pat my shoulder and says, "Don't be disheartened, try again next time..."? What if he scold me for doing so badly? These negative thoughts suddenly speed through my mind...
It was my turn, i didn't have any eye contact with Mr David, i just signed my name, get my result slip and just walked quickly away, hoping no one saw my results... The little slip was in hand then. I briefly scanned through, trying to search for an 'F' which seemed to like sticking to me ever since i joined JC... It didn't appear this time... Huh...?! My eyes actually stayed wide open for a while... Phew... Then i calmly looked at my other results, i was relieved. Very relieved in deed... Hey, not too bad, huh? Haha, I think i worried too much... Haha... Some teachers who have taught me before, or even not taught me before, knows my results and congratulated me... Hehe... Thank you teachers! Mr Chung, Mr David, Mr Wong, Mr Tan, Mr Lim, Mrs Kwang, Miss Tan,... Wow... There's so many of them... Haha... but i forgot to thank Mrs Tan... Didn't see her around after taking my results. Sorry Ma'am! Hope to give you a treat if there's a chance... She and Mrs Kwang really made me regained my confidence and interest in maths... Without them, I think my Maths won't not be so good...
Phew... It's all over, my worries, my nightmares... Haha. Finally can catch some good sleeps! It was like a dream.... a little dream come true....=)
