Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Am I a Good Brother...?

'A' Level results are really coming their way on Friday... Damn, i'm not prepared at all... I'm not even sure whether i did well overall.... wah lao... Never expect it to be so fast... 'O' Level was only just released on Monday man.... Argh... This is bad... I keep having this bad feeling about my 'A's... Looks like i'm not going to make it... I think those who knew that they'd did well will not have this kind of feelings... hehe... haha...

Haha... Let's leave the 'A's for now... Sometimes, i'm wondering, "Am i a good brother...?" 'Cause i saw my younger slowly becoming strayed and i can't do anything about it... Kind of sad... It happened since last year...... She joined her school's basketball team, hehe.... wonder if she joined it because she wants to be like me... rather good skills, ya? Hehe, a little BHB right?? Opps... i know that... better stop it... hehe... Some of her classmates are also basketballers... This is not a big deal... The problem with her is that she has begun to coming home late, i mean, she usually released about 1 - 2pm but she has been coming home about 5-6! Or even later! At the beginning, it was about, 1 or 2 days per week, then it was the whole week!! She started to like going to arcade and waste money, riding bicycle loitering at our void deck or even further away... She's beginning to stray bad...! What am i suppose to do? Is it due to my negligence...? Are we not giving her enough attention? Are we giving her too much freedom?

Hai.... all this questions started to haunt me... I don't know what i should do about it... I only hope she understand our way of teaching... I didn't have really much freedom until i was about secondary 3... But now she's only primary 6... It's the age which is very prone to changes... I hope the changes are only good... I hope her friends are good people... And I hope she could stop straying around... stay at home alright...? Haha...

Or am i worrying too much... ...?