Good Friday~ Have been pretty far away from blog for quite awhile.
Nothing much to post about. Monotonous life with lots of downs but probably a few ups which can consider to be of little significance. The depressed one fell into depression again, the other one, never show any sign of improvement. Of course, what did I expect? A miracle that doesn't exist? Come on, wake up. She's beyond cure. Something I have to accept and live with...
So what should I look forward to? What CAN I look forward to?
Never expect my life to be so dramatic. Never expect people around me to fall so easily. Life is that fragile at times. Life is that unpredictable that always smacks you with that sudden surge of bad forces. Life likes to try and put your capability and limit to test with the introduction of intense challenges. It's alright to fall sometimes, but always remember to pick yourself up. And I'm waiting for you to pick yourselves up... Look around and feel... No big deal in the world that we can't handle...
To the depressed: I wish you could pick yourself up soon. You're just covering yourself with dark and negative energies... You are still in control if you wish to. When you've come in terms of the things around you, be it good or bad, we accept, we move on... Nothing can stop you. So what are you waiting for?
Self-conquest is the greatest victory.
To the split mind: I wish you could at least notice something unusual about yourself that differentiates you from the outside world. You have to accept that things come and go, and we just have to open up our mind to notice the world is just a sphere that's transforming. Things we perceive now, is different from the past. We came into this world empty-handed and that's how we're going to leave one day too. So why worry so much and dwelling with all the negativities? You need to accept the truth and the reality, as well as to heed and seek advices.
Forgiveness is the greatest virtue.
To the rest of the family: I wish the rest to remain healthy. It's been hard on our family I know. It's been hard to deal with, I know that too. We need patience, and I really mean GREAT patience. We've been given a huge task to handle. We can't afford to lose our head at this moment... It's absolutely no point in doing so too. We gonna help one another by reminding each one of us, whoever and whenever has forgotten whom we're dealing with... Let's build our patience to another level. We have to learn and grow even stronger for them... And we must believe we can do it. We can't give up.
2012, the year rumoured to be the end of the world... The year to cherish whatever we have, and go for whatever we desire. Of course, we still can't believe the rumour totally and squander off everything like there's no tomorrow, but yes, we're allowed to go a little further than usual and achieve whatever we want with some conservation.
Can't imagine if that day really comes. Will we just close our eyes, hide in one corner and be gone with the world. Or should we try our best to do whatever we can to avoid the end?
Perhaps, the world has globalized so much so that have grown us into dissatisfied people. Nothing is enough for us. If the world's really coming to an end, what would you want to do? Live to the fullest? And what's your understanding of fullest? To travel and go to places we haven't been to, or to eat whatever delicacies we haven't eat or to experience whatever which we haven't try? Or maybe simply, just be with the one/ones you cherish and love. All I can say is this world is filled with unsatisfied people, I'm not excluding myself of course.
Looking back, I didn't really stick to my resolution did I? Carry forward to this year and a quarter had already flashed by! Time is driving me crazy at times. Why so fast?! Need to achieve them within this year! At least 2 of them!
Are you with me?
あなたは私と共にいますか?
