Monday, January 17, 2011

The Resolutions 2011

My 2011 Resolutions will be...
  1. To learn to cook new dishes!
  2. To take up driving lessons. (That's if financially able to.)
  3. To force myself to visit a dentist! (I hate that place!)
To be consistently observed:
  1. To learn how to show more love and care for my family and friends. (Well, I always do, just never show)
  2. To be more punctual.
  3. To be less ideally orientated.
  4. To improve and maintain my stamina.
  5. To bring down my haha point!
Yup, that's about it. I think...

Hm... 2010 very sad, it's only till the end of the year, then I managed to push myself to make a cheesecake. And it's not even consider cooking! Will be considering those easy and made before by my sis... Sushi, spaghetti, fried rice,... I could understand the trouble looking for ingredients even when I was just making the no-bake cheesecake... Well, shall see if I would really try and cook these.

COE has risen so badly that I really can't see myself owning a car in the near future... But Dad has been consistently pestering me to go learn driving without considering our family's financial status. As long as it's stable, I will learn. Give me a stable job with good income.

I should be one of the regular patrons to dental clinics up till my secondary school days. Have dental problems since young. Wondering when I'd turn toothless just like my Grandma... Maybe of even earlier age than her. Desperately need to visit a dentist.

Probably due to past experience or just my personality, it's always difficult for me to show care and concern. There's always this fear of rejection... What am I afraid of...? So what if I got rejected...? Is it really so hard to take...? All I know is if I never try, I will never know...

I noticed I'm always aiming to reach a meeting destination on time instead of reaching earlier... And half of the time, I reached late. Need to keep a closer and better track of time.

In order to be more happy in 2011, I need to be less idealistic, take away that perfectionist mentality and just aim for good enough. Sometimes, I just want things to go totally my way that I'm always not satisfied and make myself miserable. Just good enough is good enough. =)

Turned Cat Y last year. If I could just go on and improve my stamina by a bit, it's possible for me to achieve gold! That's if my body parts aren't failing and I believe they're not! Just believe.

I realised the number of jokes that I came across was so large, that most of the time, I can't bring myself to really laugh when friends crack a joke. Don't have to care if your laughter is funny, don't have to care if your image is wrecked, if it's funny, why not? Just laugh! HAHAHA

2011, another turning point of my life, gonna step out into the working society and the starting of what we call, a career... Let's smile and greet the world!