Saturday, January 24, 2009

Sluggish Life at the Moment...

O_O/ Yo~

First of all, *Slap* ☆\(- - ) ( - -)/☆ *Slap*, 2 tight slaps to myself. Why? Haha, recently really have been rather sluggish. Never exercise enough self-discipline. -_-'''

Skipping lessons, gives "empty agreements"... Ok, skipping lessons have been common to some people, but my grades have warned me not to skip any lessons. My excuses? Live too far, lessons too early. (Haha~)
Another matter which really irks myself is I kept giving empty agreements.
1st case: I've agreed to meet with friend to go school together but due to flu and felt lethargic, so I 'freed a pigeon'.
2nd case: A friend kindly organized a dim sum buffet feast outing for us but due to my flu affecting my appetite, I never went in the end. Freed another pigeon.
3rd case: The same good friend offered to buy breakfast for all members of our group. Ordered something myself, but never turned up, would rather skip lesson, slept a few more hours. WTH?! Yet another pigeon freed. However, seriously I swear~ I totally forgotten all about it. It's only when I went for the next lecture, saw everyone, sat down, then someone told me, "People helped you buy breakfast but you never come~"
(゚Д゚!!!) Shocked! That's when I realised...
( ̄_ ̄) P.S.: So I had it as lunch... Thanks for not being angry with me. m(_ _)m

There should be more cases but I've yet again... forgotten about them... What the hell am I doing?! How can you live with such sluggishness~ I cannot just irresponsibly blame my absent-mindedness, I could have made a note, create a reminder or something of sort... This is really unacceptable... All these happening in one week, and I'm really very disappointed with myself.

I need to wake up~!
o(><)o
Okay, a longer weekend for me to do some self-reflection. Time to wake up. Seriously.

私の生活の制御ができなくなる。