Today just had 2 quizzes in a row... Both didn't do well. I'm totally disappointed in myself. My mind is like storing a pile of shit that totally obstructing new data from flowing in. I just can't seem to study properly... What exactly is wrong with me? Have a reach a saturation point where I simply couldn't study any longer? I don't believe this kind of bullshit... I think I've forgotten how to study already... I feel like an idiot, waking up early every weekday just to show my presence to my classmates and professors. I'm feeling utterly freaking angry with myself, my performance, my way of handling school works... I really need to believe in what I'm doing right now...
BETTER BUCK UP KUN GUAN!!!
Besides studies, there're still much on my mind... Just when can I adjust them back to normal...? I'm seriously running out of patience...
I'm currently going through one of the greatest challenges of my life, I think... And I'm running out of energy to deal with the challenges... Need to find some inspiration soon...
Gimme a break.
