Yup. This year i'm not looking forward to the Chinese New Year... The previous years, what was i happy about CNY? First of course is the Ang Baos~ And also the few days break from school... This year? The Ang Baos i'm going to receive will not be mine~ It'll be used to pay my hostel fees... And still, i can foresee it's not enough. Damn. This is just so annoying, recently just paid school fees, and the canvassing money for my hall's production. And here comes the hostel bill just before the CNY is here. Such a good timing huh. I still have some homework to do. Sure to have another Digital Painting homework assignment, programming laboratory experiment report, loads of tutorials... Argh~ Frustrating. I won't be enjoying the new year la. If i did enjoy, then i'll be rushing my work like mad after that.
C'mon~ Give me a break! I mean a 'real' break. With absolute freedom to do my own things. Sigh. Difficult. Last week was really a good week for me. I can feel the energy running inside me. Can concentrate and do my work quickly. But now, energy back to low, weekends don't even feel like doing anything. Deflated motivation... Just terrible.
Okay~this will be the second time i'm writing for 'this' post. Because just when i clicked the publish post button when i'd finished my post, it sent me to the login page and asked for my password. What the...?! Trying to piss me off is it? I'm ont really in good mood i tell you. Lost some of my thoughts already la, what the hell is happening!
Ok, here goes again. I have done a very regretful thing to my sister yesterday. She actually bought a Hush Puppy, polo t-shirt for me. But my reaction then was, huh, so ugly, the logo also seems childish to me. I wasn't really happy then. She might be worried that i don't have time to go shopping, or she thought that i'm the kind which is lazy to go shopping... So out of good intention, she bought one for me. But to me, at that time, was quite angry with her... I was thinking, why can't she just give me the money and i go buy one myself? At least i know what kind of clothes i like... And i'd actually accompanying my friend to Vivocity the next day. I can buy one myself if she had give me the money. The problem is i didn't told her that... Sometimes i just hope people can just read my mind. I feel that i've problem with my left brain. The portion of speaking seems like retarded or what. Sigh~ Anyway just wanted to say sorry. I could have said then but my pride is letting me down. What an ingratitude person i am... Can't believe it... I'm just never gonna be a good guy.
Actually still have somemore to say, don't feel like saying them anymore.
Not sure if i'm gonna blog anyday before CNY, so let me wish all my family and friends, a prosperous and 365 days of happiness 的新年! In advance. Haha. ^^
