Wow... my vacation has started since last week. Haha. What have i done so far? Hm... Ok since last weekend, i went for one of my friends' 21st birthday chalet. It has been how long since i last go for a chalet? hm... forgot... think quite long already. I went there on both Saturday and Sunday. First day he catered buffet~ At his chalet also have a table of mahjong, and a room for KTV~ Omg~ So cool! But too bad la, so many people keep on singing non-stop~ so i passed it~ don't wanna paiseh myself hehe... Long time no K already, i'm afraid i'll off-key~ haha. Meet some long-time-no-see JC friends, talked until don't really feel like going back. But too bad la, i next morning got a soccer session, some gotta go for the Standard Chartered marathon, and others have work... Too bad some couldn't afford to go as they're down with illnesses... Get well soon, guys~
Then on Sunday i had to go early after my soccer session~ As i had to help my Ah Meh bring her things over to Downtown East. She had a class chalet gathering as well... Kind of late after my soccer session, had to rush back and bathe then bring everything over. My Ah Meh had to meet her classmates at Downtown at 4pm but i went back at around 3+. Luckily in the end my cousin sent us there. Hehe. How i wish i could have my own transport too. Argh~ there's just too much i want... I remember i wasn't like this in the past... I don't desire much, so i can say i live happier in the past... In the chalet, suddenly my friends said i'm supposed to be a humorous person, so asked me for jokes~ Hm... Am i really humorous? Haha... i don't think so... Perhaps that me had already left me when i was in Secondary 3... ah, don't wanna think about it. I have to live on...
At the chalet, i like to take a walk at the park. Feel the breeze, listen to the wave~ the wave is like the breath of the sea, brushing against my ears, i can feel the sea talking to me... The irregular chain of waves is just like the irregular temperament of human being. Sometime speaking softly to my ears, like as though it's sharing with me a secret, but sometime, it hit me hard, smacking my face, like i've done something unforgivable. Then it'll suddenly revert back to its calm side, pamper and soothe my heart like telling me nothing is going to go wrong, everything is going to be fine... So i like to sit near the sea... There's more feeling inside me which couldn't be unleashed... It's locked somewhere deep in my heart, deep until in a dimension where it couldn't be found anymore... I've lost myself... lost the original me to the thin air... It just left me out of a sudden. So suddenly that i didn't have enough time to adapt to my new personality... Suffocating at times... But the determined side of me still exists, it exists to tell me to hold on... hold on to find the true meaning of life, hang on and adapt to my new life... I'm finding my way to live on... I have to... (just a release of feelings. Nothing serious haha~)
Recently i've been playing games, and watching shows.... HEROES so fast has reached the end of second volume? Only 11 episodes! Anyway third volume also started ba i think~ I hope. Haha. Bleach and Naruto are both reaching dry plot crisis... Especially Bleach. Getting slower and boring liao... Hurry fight Aizen! Unleash your ultimate Bankai~! Haha xD
I've also been playing Winning Eleven 2008~ Cool, this time round it consists both English and Japanese to choose from. And not like in the past, release a full Japanese version then wait a while before releasing American English version... Good move on that~ The gameplay and difficulty level really killing me~ I just choose professional level~ which is like level 4 of previous versions. And i can lose a number of matches already. Very difficult man~ There's total of 6 levels. Last few version i can simply play the maximum level and no problem to be unbeaten. Wow this game is really super tough!
I'm certainly playing my everyday of my vacations... But i wanna work but what to work and a month only... sigh~ don't care, play first! xD
