Okay~ First major exam's over. Haha, eh~ don't really know what i'm doing down there la, simply just search and copy that's all. As this exam is open-book, so we are allowed to bring whatever notes or textbooks we have. And it seemed like the given time to answer all 6 essay-type questions is never enough lo~ Not only we have to search, we also got to think and write at the same time~ wah~ can say i do until halfway wanna *peng* liao~ Haha. Once the time started, i just kept searching and writing, not sure if got think or not~ Wrote until my hand wanna cramp liao but still cannot stop haha. I felt i was like a printer -- get data, print. Simply, don't even bother to change the sentence into my own words. Haha. In the end i still didn't managed to complete the paper, left 1 part of a question... 10 marks gone~ Sigh... Haha.
Hm... after doing the paper, and asking myself how i feel, it seems like i lack of a word..."Seriousness". I don't feel anything after the exam, like as though it doesn't concern me. In fact it does affect my GPA and if i did badly it'll pull all my grades down and i'll have to work harder for other semester... Why didn't i feel anything... Immuned to the feeling of failing? Not scared anymore? I've failed umpteen times, failed until i see a 'F' also don't care. Haha! Oh no~ i need to get back the sense of urgency that i need to achieve good grades... How can i get the feeling back? Sigh...
Next coming exam will be on the 26th, and i have 1 week plus to buck up my idea... Hope i can get back the feeling of excitement for exams.
