Thursday, October 18, 2007

Sing to the dawn...

夜深人靜,外面一片漆黑。還在埋頭的我決定不睡了。還是在無人的夜裏,思考能力最強。在這孤獨又漫長的夜裏,是YES93.3陪我度過的。哈哈~ 壓力開始堆上來了,好多功課要做啊~ 更糟的是全部的作業並不容易。老實說我不是一個讀書的料,上了大學不知道是否能夠順利通過~ 有個生意管理課程,太難了~ 可我又忘了把它 S/U 掉。真糟糕~ 下個禮拜就要給個小言講,還蠻緊張的。下個禮拜也得交上我的現代攝影的project。真是麻煩...

Recently feeling kind of down... Probably due to increasing amount of stress... Feel sort of depressed~~ Don't like this feeling~ I need to play more sports. I need more exercise! xD These past 2 weeks i've been turning in rather late... nearly everyday about 3am then sleep. Last night's the best so far... never sleep! haha! Shiok~ Though every weekends i went home also about the same... haha... Time ah time~ Slower down man~ Too much stuffs too little time... Recently read about my chinese horoscope and it says our health not really good this week, and true enough, some of my friends are down with flu or fever... I think next would be me... Haha

Yesterday sent an sms to send my regards over to my going-to-leave ex-colleagues~ She sounded sad... "I need money and sometimes not happy...". Haha, it's a boring place and she holds quite a high position, of course the stress wouldn't be felt by me, a one month temp haha. I can feel the 捨不得,but i'm happy for them for they have made a decision, a decision to move forward and climb ahead with their lives. Sigh~ She asked me to go visit them, but with so much work, i don't think i can manage to spare time to go, and besides, i'm afraid i might have nothing to say to them...

Woo~ the sun has risen~ From here, the view isn't nice at all... Sitting beside the window, part of the sky being block by the trees, hm... Where's the best spot to view sunrise in Singapore? I thought...

The quiet road just opposite, from my view suddenly began to come alive again. Bustling of vehicles, professors and some early birds students coming to campus, haha, I've a lesson at 1030, due to e-learning of my java subject, so my actual schedule of 0930 every thursday have push later to 1030. I have 2 consecutive tutorials then... Sian... Didn't do... or should i say don't know how to do... haha. One whole night dealing with my Java lab question... And luckily i can complete the question. If not, i'm really wasting my time and sleeping time haha.

Okay~ That's all, today is a better day? I hope...