Recently don't know why, seems to think about friends more. Hope to know how well they've been doing, hope they didn't forget about me. Frankly speaking, a lot of them i have their msn contacts but seriously everytime no topic to talk about as we didn't have any contact for a very long time already. Therefore, i do not to start a conversation to them. However, if u all can start a topic and chat with me, i'll definitely reply back and talk some more. Some of them i really wanna say sorry to them. I can't really remember ppl's birthday well. And most of the time i depends on Friendster or BirthdayAlarm to remind me of my friends' birthdays... 惭愧。 So if i don't have the person's friendster contact, i can say i don't know about tt friend's birthday. Hontou ni gomennasai.Recently saw my pri school friend's msn nick. His grandma passed away! And when i chat with him and want to send my condolence then he told me his grandma had already passed away for weeks! Man~ what a friend i am... And the way he talks to me is like quite impatient, like don't feel like talking to me... Anyway i think it's my fault la. Actually we're best friend in pri sch. Always play together before sch, during sch, and after sch~ But after entering sec sch, i got some depression ma... so everytime we meet that time, i always like silently stand in one side and no topics to talk with them... So probably they thought i don't like to mingle with them anymore? Sigh~ i never thought of it that way... Sometimes, you need to lost something then you know how to cherish them, especially friendships. Recently sent a birthday testimonial for a secondary classmate... waited long for him to accept but in the end saw he accepted another testi from another person... -_-'" U know my feeling? Hurt. If my testi is not good enough or bad can at least tell me and say that he cannot accept? Sigh~ Hope it's only because of some friendster error, can't send my testimonial through. Anyway, next year i'll try again, if still not accepted, hm... then i know liao.
Recently saw my face more and more jialat liao... the pimples i mean. My face is really easily oily. Don't know why... but no money to do facial treatment also. That's the reason why i sleep 'earlier' nowadays... though it's still very late haha! Sorry to those auditionsea friends which i played with them in the midnights... i like to play auditionsea in the midnight and on weekdays as those are the 'older' players... the other times you'll mostly play with pri sch or sec sch ppl... generation gap... no topics to talk about haha. But still, even i switched off my computer earlier, it doesn't mean i sleep earlier. Probably have already used to sleeping at around 3-4am, so even switching off the com at 2am still can't manage to sleep... just merely rolling around. However, i do wake up earlier then usually. Even without any annoying buzzing of my alarm. Wah~ i really miss the sunrise... take a deep breath~ ~ it's so fresh! But today, after awhile then the sky turned dark again... -_- goin to rain...
