Sunday, April 03, 2005

Army Life, Here I Come...!!

Time flies... It has already been so many months after my A'level and wAH! , it's my turn to go army.... hehe. Feelings are all mixed up....
Fear, because i'm afraid i can't pull through or any accident that may happen to me inside....
Happy
, because i can serve my country, defend and protect my island....
Upset, because i will miss my family, my friends, my civilian life....
Excited, because i can make some new friends and more buddies inside....
Haha... yeah, those are my current feelings... Just 4 more days, and i'll be gone.... into a new, but not strange life. I've been through NCC before.... I roughly should know what i'll expect inside... but i'm still feeling kind of down... NCC is only ONCE a week... Camp is at most 7 days... but now is the opposite... I can only come out ONCE a week, and i may have to stay in more than 7 days... Arghhhh....
Darn it... Haha... but everytime i knew i can serve my country, i can defend it, well.... Yup! I'm ready... GO FOR IT! =) Afterall, seeing my friends who have already gone in long before me - Some of them have gone in, in Jan, and some even last year!, and they're going on well and fine... haha.... well, I guess... yup, that's me... like to worry too much... hehe... Friday, 8th of April... Here I come~~!